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i find this a bit fun and also a bit horrifying to think about, like oh god, what's going to be of this one idol i really love, no way there's going to be someone new who will be able to draw me in the same way they did, i cannot ever imagine that happening for the life of me, it's either this idol or nothing. and then it does happen. you do fall in love for someone new. the cycle does repeat itself.