>>175447 eh.. idk which would be worse my country has shitty health services so i won't bother going to the doctor for neither option cancer would kill me, but rhoids would eventually make me wish i would die
>>175440 i've been having blood on my stool for like an year now, and have nodes i can feel when shitting probably cancer too i'm shitposting and enjoying my waifus just fine
>>175407 i do but somehow i get the urge to delete everything and start over, even while i do not want to have to start again i don't now how to make sense of it