>>174619no not at all honestly, i just feel like i cant make real connections with the vast majority of people, or probably anyone at all. and i do it deliberately i think and am content with it MOST of the time (im probably a sociopath) but sometimes it burns like hell that i couldnt just be “normal” for lack of better term. i sometimes wish i felt the same anxieties others feel that keep them moving or make them compromise
idk
